Rhodora! If the sages ask thee why
This beauty is wasted on earth and sky,
Tell them, dear, that if eyes were made for seeing
Then beauty is his own excuse for being.
The Rhodora, Ralph Waldo Emerson
I'm feeling so incredibly lost right now...like I'm a dying leaf drifting in the wind with no sense of direction. The fact that I'm listening to the sad part of the LotR soundtrack doesn't really help either :P
I just want this time to be over, I want to forget about everything that has happened...I want to start over, in a sense, and make up for mistakes I've made.
I feel like I ran into some relationships (not lovey-dovey ones, just relationships in general) too fast, mainly because I was desperate for social interaction. I fee like I'm reaping the consequences of such decisions now.
But that's the past, and all I can do now is to start over with the future. And stop being so emo ^_^
-amaranth
